Monday, November 24, 2008

Consequences

I have mentioned how nice it would be to live life as a dog-carefree, in the moment, going for whatever you want, when you want it...


but it's important to remember that for every action, there is a consequence (even for dogs).



Yes, Harley had a grand old time shredding this ball, as well as pulling out and tossing aside it's cottony guts...
Notice the cotton piece dangling from his mouth as he pauses to contemplate what he had just done....




And then realization sets in and Harley must come to terms with the consequence of his action.


Does that mean we should always play it safe in an effort to not destroy our favorite ball (think metaphor people...)? Absolutely not. Most worthy things in life involve a little bit of risk to obtain them. Go for it full force, but remember, there's a fragility of life, and if you push too hard, you may end up gazing around forlornly with nothing but a cotton puff hanging from your lip.






Monday, November 17, 2008

P Is For:

P90X
I'm stepping into high gear a little bit. I feel like since getting Harley, I've slacked off a little on my exercise. That's not entirely true...I actually stepped it up in ways, taking 2 walks a day with the bugger, including an afternoon walk/hike that in the summer could be anywhere between 1 and 2 hrs. But with the walking and hiking came a decrease in the yoga, kickboxing, and weight-lifting. I can be a sucker for infomercials and ordered p90x last year. It's an awesome program and you end up getting like 10 different hour long workout dvds. Anyways, I've decided to try and incorporate some more activity in with my walking. The timing seems good since it's getting colder and colder out, and I feel like I'm walking less to stay in the warmth of my apartment. So today I woke up at 5, walked the dog for about 20 minutes, and then did about 30 minutes of Core Synergistics from p90x. It's a pretty intense core/cardio program and works your whole body with emphasis on the core. After school I took Harley on about a 40 minute walk and then came home and continued with the remaining 30 minutes of Core Synergistics. It's weird how you almost get MORE energy from doing the activity. You'd think I'd be exhausted.

PLANTAINS
I decided on a dinner that would replenish my body and what better way but to go...

CUBAN!!!

Plantains were also part of the bargain farmstand purchase and I've been dying to cook them up. There is an amazing Cuban stand at the farmer's market and they make the simplest chicken, rice/beans, and fried plantains taste like pure gold. The last time I tried to make my own plantains, I made the mistake of buying the green ones and they were not sweet and got kind of crunchy. Not what I was looking for. The plantains I bought this time were reddish yellow with black spots and they cooked in no time. They were perfectly sweet and everything I had hoped for. The Cuban stand uses some kind of tomato broth that they cook the chicken in, so I tried to recreate my own which I ended up pouring on top. I also was too lazy to cook new rice, so I dug out some from my risotto, picking out the squash. I mixed the rice with black beans to serve as the bed to place my chicken on.
The chicken was seasoned with seasoned salt, chili powder, and lime juice. The "broth" was a mixture of chicken stock, tomato paste, chili, seasoned salt, cilantro, and lime juice. The whole plate together was amazing.

Mmm..Slop

The lousy pictures continue... My aim was to showcase the delightful butternut squash risotto I made but instead it looks like a pile of putrid colored slop... Take my word for it though, it was delicious. The use of fall staples continues. This dish utilizes one of those beautiful hubbard squash that I bought in my bargain deal from the farm stand down the road. The recipe is from eatingwell.com and can be found if you click here. I varied the recipe a little. I used mini portabella mushrooms, red onions instead of shallots, added garlic in with the onions, no saffron, and no parmesan to keep it dairy free, and added a little bit of nutmeg. It still tasted amazing.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Flashback

For some reason, lately I've noticed that my photo taking has been rather sub par. They just aren't coming out that clear or focused. I don't have the best natural lighting in my apartment. To add to my hermit-esque behaviors I live in a basement apartment, or what fancy people may refer to as a "garden" apartment. I'm always reminded of that green guy that lived in the basement on Pinwheel.
After writing the above sentence, I decided I needed to find this guy's name. I thought it was Ebeneezer but I wanted to be sure. It is in fact Ebeneezer T. Squint and I found this cool site that gives a summary of all the old Nickelodeon shows.

Today's Special anyone?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_cxLfIs051c
I used to love when I stayed home sick from school because I'd get to watch Today's Special at 2:oo! Oh the 80's....
Funny how I went from associating myself with this character:

To relating with an old crotchety green man that collects weeds...

P-nutty Noodles!


Backtracking a little..last night I made one of my signature dishes:
P-nutty Noodles
I make this often and almost as often am asked for the recipe. I never measure anything out but I'll try to figure it out for recipe purposes.



P-nutty Noodles with Tofu
(1 serving)
*8oz firm tofu-drained, drizzled with olive oil and covered with seasoning salt and chili powder, cooked your preferred method. I of course used the Foreman grill.
*Spaghetti pasta of choice (I use barilla plus)
*1 tbs olive oil
*1tbs diced garlic
*1/4 cup natural peanut butter (smooth or crunchy)
*2-3 tbs low sodium Soy Sauce
*Splash lime juice
*Squirt of honey (if you aren't using natural pb, you can skip this)
*Red Hot-depends on taste-I use a couple drops because I'm not a big spicy heat girl
*1/4-1/2 cup Lite Coconut Milk (this is optional, if I have it on hand I use it, if not then I don't)
*Chicken stock (or veg. stock)
*2 tbs chopped Cilantro-fresh is best
*Scallions-sliced and sprinkled on top
*Vegetable of choice-I think broccoli is the best, although I used the green beans that I had and it was good

Begin cooking tofu, veggies and spaghetti before starting sauce
1) heat pan on stove about medium heat and add olive oil
2) saute garlic for about 1 min
3) add pb and stir until begins to melt
4) add soy sauce, hot sauce, lime juice, and honey-stir to combine
5) Whisk in coconut milk until all combined
6) Whisk in stock slowly a little at a time-this is all about consistency-as the sauce cooks it gets thicker, you want it thin enough so it will easily coat everything you stir into it, but not so thin that it is runny
7) Turn the heat to low and stir in cilantro
8) Place tofu pieces, spaghetti, and vegetables in the sauce pot and toss until all is coated with the p-nutty sauce
9) Sprinkle scallions on top and serve

I'm sure chicken would taste just as good as tofu if you aren't into it. The above recipe is the ultimate best outcome (fresh cilantro, coconut milk, scallions) but often I don't have those items. I use cilantro out of the tube, adjust the stock amount to make up for the liquid missing from the coconut milk, and just skip the scallions altogether. It still comes out tasty either way. In the past, I used chunky pb when I did this, which was really good, but I'm too nervous about nut pieces getting stuck in my narrow intestines... Those of you without those worries, feel free to go chunky. :) One more thing-you have to eat this with chopsticks. Have fun!

Classy OJ

I don't know about you, but I have found that in the past (and present) I feel like I'm always waiting for a "special occasion". Some people wear their favorite shirt over and over. I, on the other hand, seem to save my favorites for a special time. The problem is, there have been some things that I end up never wearing, despite the fact that I love them, because I don't come across that "special" event to wear it to. I have actually gotten better with this though, and now wear the things I love because normally, when you love something, you feel great in it, and therefore the greatness shines outwards to other people. Now, along those same lines, I have this super cool martini glass given to me as a gift (this picture does not do it justice AT ALL). It has been sitting up in my cupboard waiting for a special martini glass event that doesn't seem to come. This morning I decided to make an everyday Sunday breakfast feel special. I poured my OJ into it and felt quite dignified for the entirety of the meal. If you're wondering what else is in the picture, I had a sun dried tomato bagel with scrambled eggs, goat cheese, and Dijon mustard on it, along with some leftover garlicky green beans from last night. Some of you may think, ew, green beans for breakfast? I say whenever the mood for veggies strikes you, go for it. It's not different than having vegetables in an omelet or say, eating thai for breakfast (not naming any names here...). It all goes back to living life, rather than waiting for a life to begin. Break out the fancy china for pizza, wear your best outfit to the grocery store. It's all about living the life that makes us feel happy and special everyday.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Free Time=Food

I love days off. I also love food. It makes sense then, that whenever I seem to have a day off, I use my time to buy, prepare, and eat food. I might have a slight sickness. Some people are addicted to buying clothes or shoes, or maybe dvds or electronics... I think I'm addicted to buying food. I probably spend way more than an average single person should pay to feed themselves in a week. It's also not always easy to eat cheap healthfully. Luckily, there's a little produce place down the road from me and I always feel like such a bargain shopper when I leave there. Not only to they provide whatever local produce they can, but everything is reasonably priced.
I purchased:
3 hubbard squash
1 head of cauliflower
3 yams
8 salt potatoes
3 plantains
for a grand total of $8.48!!

As you can see, Harley was very curious about my purchases as well! He got to eat one of the cauliflower leaves which apparently was a great treat. When you think about how many meals you can get out of 1 hubbard squash along with the fact that I double checked at the grocery store (which I had to go to for other staple items) and all items were more expensive there (especially the plantains which I've paid .99 for 1!) I think I did quite well for myself.

I've been craving oats more and more, especially because I keep getting amazing ideas of how to spruce up this once seemingly dull breakfast staple from katheats.com.
In my bowl:
3/4 cups oats
1/2 cup light vanilla silk
1/2 cup water
1/2 cup canned pumpkin
1 tbs maple syrup
cinnamon and allspice
Almonds and blueberry conserve sprinkled on top

It tasted like fall if you could put a season into breakfast form. Man was I stuffed though. I always overestimate the bulk oatmeal has. 3/4 cup oats is the heart healthy amount to get the servings of soluble fiber, but with the pumpkin addition I think it could have almost served 2 by the time I was done.


Moving on to lunch...
Since I was grained out still from breakfast, I wanted a fresh veggie based lunch. I have a box falafel mix in the cupboard which produces awesome falafels. I just follow the directions on the box but then bake them at 350 instead of frying. They still get crispy on the outside so it's all good. I put them on a pile of organic red leaf lettuce and then had a bowl of Imagine Cream of Broccoli soup. The amazingly wonderful thing about this soup brand is that they use soy milk so you still get a nice creamy soup but without the dairy!



After lunch I had the urge in me to bake something. Since I had a bag of apples sitting on the table I decided to try out the Apple Bar recipe I had been saving for a nice cool fall day. It was simple to make and with ingredients almost anyone has anyways. It turned out to be more of an apple crumble but was delicious just the same (of course I had to sample some as soon as it came out of the oven...with a scoop of Soy Delicious Vanilla "ice cream"). Check out the recipe here. After I ate this, along with a little more straight from the baking dish, I realized that I had just oated myself out again. No wonder I'm so full right now. Well, at least my cholesterol should be in tip top shape.

Poor Harley is giving me that look...like he wishes I'd spend less time with food and more time with him. It's about that time for his afternoon walk, although I'm not really looking forward to venturing forth into the cold, gloomy, darkening abyss that is outside right now. The things we do for our loved ones... :)

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Sunday Thinking

I'm having one of those lazy Sundays. I love those days that seem to drag on, but in a glorious way because when the hours in this day run out, it will be Monday... Since I ate my last frozen waffle on Friday, I had the perfect excuse to make a fresh batch of pumpkin waffles. There's nothing like being lazy and eating homemade waffles. I've spent the rest of the mid morning playing with Har, cleaning up around the place and listening to NPR.
As much as I love having time to really do nothing, I inevitably begin feeling somewhat sad because I feel like I should be doing much more with all this time. I mean, I'm suppose to be motivating myself to live life to the fullest, but I just end up feeling a little bit stuck.
Coincidentally, I was in the mood to watch Garden State whose whole plot is a comment on how easily we can become numb to life. So now I'm feeling even more frustrated with myself. I guess I should be happy that at least I'm aware that people can become numb to life and I'm resistant to doing so...
I have something that I'm embarrassed to admit. When I was making waffles this morning I was thinking: "I'm only 26, it's ok that my life isn't this fantastic fulfilling thing right now". And then I remembered...I'm 28. What does it mean when you can't even remember what age you are? It's like once you don't have enough significant events to measure time by, the passing of it holds no relevancy.
It's funny how you never hear about the quarter life crisis. Actually, I think there are 2 quarterlife crises (yes that is the plural form of crisis). One happens when you finish college and you are exptected to flawlessly merge into the "real world". The next one comes when you've started said "real" life and you realize that this life is not all it was cracked up to be. I think part of what makes life real is how you use your time and who you are able to share it with. I'm all about plans and I'm all about organization. I guess it's the Monica Bing (nee Gellar) in me. I think I need a distinct plan and I think I need to follow it. To be continued...

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Smoothies!

Oops...I was so excited to drink my smoothie, I forgot to take a picture before it was all gone. I LOVE making smoothies and it all began because of this disease of mine. When I was attempting to gain back weight, I wanted to do so in a healthy way. If I was going to build my body back up basically from scratch, I figured I might as well build it up into something strong and clean. I was trying to get lots of protein to help build up muscles and needed different ways to get fruits, calcium, and supplements such as protein powder, omega 3,6,9 oil, and ground flax. Because I was prone to partial blockages quite frequently, smoothies also became my go to meal when liquids were the only thing I could tolerate. I have many smoothie combos but there is one tried true one that I always go back to. It utlizes 2 of my favorite ingredients.

Peanut Butter Banana Smoothie
1 cup Light Vanilla Silk soymilk
2-4tbs all natural peanut butter
2 tbs Organic Hemp Protein powder
1 frozen banana**
2 tsp raw agave nectar
combine all ingredients into a blender and blend until smooth
**I keep a stockpile of frozen bananas in my freezer at all times. I cut the banana up before freezing to help the blending process later on. The frozen banana helps to thicken the smoothie up instead of having to use ice cream or frozen yogurt.
I have this amazing 2 cup blending contraption. It makes the perfect size and I drink out of the same cup that I blended in. Easy to make and easy to clean.

Today I popped one of my frozen pumpkin waffles into the toaster and spread some organic blueberry conserve on it to round out my very tasty, Saturday morning, post rainy walk meal.




Friday, November 7, 2008

Acorn Squash-Act 2

I told you to stay tuned for usage of the other half of my acorn squash! This time I decided just to mash it, which since it was already cooked, took a matter of minutes. When returning from my walk with Harley this evening, I smelled the delicious odors wafting off of my neighbor's grill. Suddenly I was craving a burger. I had some fresh ground turkey in the fridge so I fashioned my favorite burger combination:

Jen's Turkey Burger

4 oz ground turkey breast
1-2 cloves chopped garlic
1/2 tbs dijon mustard
Borsari seasoned salt-just a sprinkling
splash of Marsala cooking wine

Combine all ingredients and form into a patty and cook/grill


For the squash:
scrape squash from peel
added about 2 tbs maple syrup, 1/2 tbs smart balance (or butter/butter substitute) a dash of salt and cinnamon
stir to combine and heat until hot

I also sauteed up some more green beans and used Ezekiel's English Muffin for the burger bun.

Food Philosophy

Food Rules:
1) no artificial ingredients
2) no red meat or pork
2) at least 2-3 servings of vegetables per day
3) no soda
4) limited cow dairy (I had been free of drinking milk for several years, but have been basically totally dairy free for about 3 months-it's a little experiment I'm trying)
5) as naturally as possible (whole grains, organic when affordable, natural sugar, etc.)
6) balance balance balance -I do believe that eating too much of any one thing can be bad and may even lead to sensitivities or intolerances. I try doing such things as vary my grains and rotate between vegetarian meals, poultry, and seafood

Food is an amazing thing. A source of joy for some, a source of demons for others, lives are centered around it in some way or another. I have come to find that there must be a balanced combination of enjoyment and necessity. Obviously we need food to survive but there needs to and can be an element of pure satisfaction.
When I think back to the types of things I put into my body while growing up, it's a wonder I don't have bigger intestinal problems than I do. I refuse to follow the ideology of some doctors that food is not directly related to our health. When I first was diagnosed with Crohn's I bought several books that discussed dealing with the disease on a more holistic level. These theories definitely were more aligned with my beliefs on healthy living and I question my gastro on his views on diet and the disease. Like the traditionally educated doctor that he was, he told me to avoid anything that seemed to bother me and otherwise follow a well-balanced diet. I understand that food affects everyone differently and that doctors fear that by giving information out, they may influence patients to limit themselves in a way that may not be totally necessary. We are all predisposed to tolerate and digest differently and what may negatively affect one person may have no affect on someone else. But I am blown away by the number of people on Crohn's message boards and forums who have made no changes to their diet. How can a disease of the digestive system in some way not be related to food??
Anyways, when I first became sick I was convinced that I was sensitive to everything. I had already been a vegetarian for several years, and thought that perhaps dairy, gluten, and yeast could be the nasty triggers aggravating my intestines. I experimented here and there, but nothing long enough or consistent enough to make any conclusions. After being my most sick and having such bad stomach pains that I could eat very little regardless of its ingredients, I had dropped down to about 90lbs and needed to just eat anything to get somewhat healthy.
The main lesson I learned from my illness is that our bodies are quite frail. Yes they can do amazing things, and in a perfect world are designed in a way as to protect us, but we must treat them like the delicate machines that they are. Food is fuel and we should only put the highest quality fuel in these machines if we expect them to work at their most optimal level. This is what I think about every time I feed myself. It is quite easy now to stay away from the sugary drinks, candy, and snack foods I loved as a child. Some items are like an addiction and once you can get past the cravings, you come out on the other side where the thoughts of them are no longer tempting. I can have a sweet tooth at times, but I have found that there are healthy versions of almost anything you may be desiring.
I am not about deprivation. I love food far to much to limit myself from what I enjoy, but one must venture forth on the food path with wisdom, good intent, and educated decisions. When our bodies turn on us, the only way we can survive is to give ourselves all the nutrition and energy we can to fight the good fight. I use food to fight my battle every single day...at least it's a delicious one.

Morning Goop

There are several things I couldn't imagine life without. Two of these things are natural peanut butter and bananas. Each are delightful in their own right and equally delightful when used in delicious combination. I often make banana peanut butter smoothies (recipe to come at a later date) and sometimes I mix the two into hot oatmeal. One day while shopping at in the natural food section of my grocery store, I came across this box of cereal:

I believe it was in the gluten free section. It's an all natural toasted rice cereal (kind of like rice krispies with more of a crunch). It even promises to stay crunchy in milk! Anyways, I'm always looking for new breakfast options and for some reason I got this idea to melt some peanut butter in a saucepan (added a little soymilk to help it along) and stir in mashed banana and a squirt of agave syrup. Once it was all mixed and of a pretty even consistency I took it off the heat.

I think I stirred in about 1/2 cup of Nutty Rice cereal so that it's all coated. I plopped in in a bowl and ate it up. It almost seemed like if I were to let it cool of and put in the fridge, it would be like a pb rice krispie treat (albeit a much healthier version).

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Stuffed

I love food-eating it, talking about it, reading about it, cooking it...and now I'm realizing that I also love to take pictures of it. It shouldn't really be a surprise.
Tonight I made up a random concoction. I had several things I wanted to use up:

  • acorn squash
  • quinoa (leftovers)
  • broccoli (leftovers)

I had some shrimp in the freezer and I decided I wanted a sort of New Orleans influenced stuffed squash.

For the squash I cut it in half, scooped out the seeds, put each half face down in a baking dish with about 1 inch of water and baked for 20 minutes at 375-just long enough to be able to easily stick a knife into the squash

I combined the quinoa and broccoli with some hot sauce, salt/pepper, lime juice, and cilantro

I marinated the shrimp in Drew's Smoked Tomato marinade, garlic, and hot sauce before grilling on the good ol' Foreman grill.

When the shrimp was done I cut up the shrimp into bite sized pieces and mixed in with the quinoa and broccoli.

I drizzled olive oil and salt/pepper on the cooked squash half and piled in the quinoa mixture in the squash cavity.

It tasted pretty good, although I think the squash could have used more flavor. I didn't season it at all before cooking..maybe that would help.
The exciting part is that I still have another 1/2 of the squash left! Stay tune to see in what exciting way I decide to utilize it! :)

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Change

I don't quite know how to put what I'm feeling into words right now. I just have this overwhelming feeling that I am a part of history. What an amazing time to be an American and what a decisive statement made by its citizens who are ready and determined to take control of their country again.

Here's to a better tomorrow.
Change is on the horizon.

Coconut Sauce take 2



The beauty of making extra sauce is that it can carry over to another meal! I used the leftover coconut curry sauce from the other night, swapped out the tilapia for salmon and the green beans for broccoli. I still had some sticky rice leftover as well so I added that onto the plate.

I felt the need for a fancy meal as I eagerly await the presidential results. Unfortunately, just as I started eating they started to call the beginning results of the electoral wins and I became so nervous I kind of lost my appetite. I sucked it up though and managed to clean my plate completely :)

Happy Election Day


It felt so good to vote. I think this is the first election I've voted in that made me feel good. For once, I'm not voting for the lesser of two evils.
Is it boggling anyone else's mind though, that they still haven't quite managed to figure out this voting debacle? I mean how many years have we been doing this and yet they still aren't prepared for voters? There are already rumors spreading about ridiculously long lines, librarians that overslept and created lines of cranky voters, use of paper ballots, and god knows what else. I've heard several people comment on how they've managed to perfect voting for American Idol, but have yet to figure out fool proof voting for the presidential election. You would think ESPECIALLY after the complete messes that encapsulated the past two presidential elections, they would have devised some sort of solution to prevent chaos from forming.
Anyways, I just hope, no matter what the outcome, that it is a clean, fair, and scandal free win.

Monday, November 3, 2008

When One Has Coconuts...

I had about half a can of coconut milk in my fridge and I was determined not to waste it. After quickly scanning the internet, I came up with the idea of making tilapia with a coconut curry sauce.


Thai Coconut Tilapia, Garlic Green Beans, and Purple Sticky Rice

Ingredients (1 serving)
1 4-6oz tilapia fillet
1 cup green beans
1/2 cup dry purple sticky rice
1 tbs garlic (I used pre-minced in jar)
1/2 tsp salt
1 tsp curry
1/2 tsp cumin
1/4 cup white onion chopped
2 tsp grated ginger
1 tbs low sodium soy sauce
splash of lime juice (I used bottled)
1/2 tbs agave (or 1 tbs brown sugar)
2 tbs chopped cilantro (or dry equal)
1) Sticky Rice-I just followed the directions on the package-1/2 cup of rice in about 1 1/2 cups water and boiled until rice was tender (about 20 minutes)
2) Cook the tilapia with your prefered method. I use my George Foreman grill for EVERYTHING. I drizzle the fillet with olive oil, some Borsari Seasoned Salt (thanks mom), and a sprinkling of panko bread crumbs to give it a little crunch. I just pop in on the grill until it's done, which is only a couple minutes
3) Green beans-I place the green beans in a sautee pan and fill with enough water so that they are covered. Sprinkle with salt and bring water to a boil. After about 2 minutes in a boil I pour off the water, drizzle olive oil on the beans and add the garlic. Sautee until tender
4) Coconut Curry Sauce
-drizzle olive oil in a saucepan and add about onions->saute until translucent
-add garlic and ginger and continue cooking 1 minute, stirring often
-add curry powder and cumin and stir
-add soy sauce, coconut milk, agave, and salt
-bring to a simmer but do not boil
-take off heat and stir in cilantro and a splash of lime juice
I got fancy and stacked the the fish and beans over the rice. I ladled the curry sauce over the whole plate. Use your own discretion when deciding how much sauce to top with. There was definitely more sauce then I needed for this one portion as well as rice, but that just means leftovers for me!

Harley

I can't wait anymore. I have to introduce the love of my life:

Hehe...this is Harley. He always comes out looking goofy in pictures (kind of like his mom). He's a stray I adopted in the end of June and I'm pretending that his 1st birthday will be in January. He's actually played a good role in motivating me to live life to the fullest. There are many times I wish I could live life with the wild abandonment and contentment that a dog does.

Sunday, November 2, 2008

One Glorious Hour


I LOVE daylight saving. I know it's just one hour but it always feels like so much more. I purposefully put off changing my clocks as long as possible just so I can keeping telling myself, wait! it's really an hour earlier! It makes it seem like the day goes on forever. Knowing that I had some extra time, I set out to accomplish as much as possible. I made a large to do list on my mini whiteboard located on my fridge and woke up after 10 hrs of sleep (that NEVER happens) ready to begin tackling each task. I'm happy to say that it is 8pm and I have 2 items left on the whiteboard. I'm putting them off though to blog instead :)

I did take the time to create 3 lovely meals for myself. I love the weekends because I can take time to cook what I'm craving. Fall is my favorite season and I didn't waste any time utilizing fall food for breakfast.


Pumpkin Waffles with Maple Walnut Apples


I make my own waffles and keep them in the freezer. The recipe I usually use is for wholegrain waffles and it is out of my Moosewood Restaurant New Classics cookbook. For these seasonal waffles, I used my normal waffle recipe with a few tweaks borrowed from Karina's Kitchen to incorporate the pumpkin. I was inspired to include the apples after seeing a recipe on Foodnetwork.com

Waffles (yields 8-10 waffles)

1 1/4 cups unbleached white flour

1/2 cup whole wheat pastry flour

1 tbs baking powder

1/2 tsp baking soda

1 tsp salt

cinnamon, allspice, nutmeg (to taste)

1/4 cup ground flax seed

1/4 cup cornmeal

3/4 cup pumpkin puree

2 tablespoons vegetable oil

4 tablespoons raw agave nectar

2 teaspoons vanilla extract

2 eggs

1 1/2-2 cups Silk Light Vanilla Soy milk (regular milk would be fine)

Sift together the flours, baking powder, baking soda, and salt. Add the ground flax and cornmeal and mix well. Add cinnamon, nutmeg, and allspice. In a separate bowl lightly beat the eggs and add the pumpkin, oil, agave, vanilla, and about 1 cup of the milk. Combine with the dry indredients. At this point you need to decide if you need more milk. You want a batter that is a cakelike consistency. I kept adding milk little by little until it was the right consistency. This ended up being 1 1/2 cups of the soymilk for me. Use about 1/3 cup batter for each waffle.

Maple Walnut Apples (1 serving)

1 apple (I used Cortland)

1-2 tbs of real maple syrup

2 tbs of smart balance (or real butter if you swing that way)

Handful of walnuts

Cinnamon

Peel and slice the apple. Melt smart balance/butter spread in a pan. When the "butter" has melted add the apples, sprinkle with the cinnamon and toss them around to coat each one with the "butter" and the cinnamon. Continue to cook over medium heat until the apples start to become tender. Stir in the maple syrup and cook for another minute. The maple syrup will become almost caramely. Add the walnuts in and stir to incorporate. Remove from heat and enjoy!

I use a dinky $10 waffle maker but it seems to do the job. It makes 2 waffles at a time and I'm realizing that I might be pouring too much batter into it. My waffles come out rather thick. If you prefer thinner waffles, spread the batter out and you will also get more waffles!

As soon as the waffles cool, I place them in a plastic bag and into the freezer. Whenever I want a waffle, I just pop it into the toaster. Nothing like homemade waffles on a weekday morning to start your day right.

I didn't even need syrup on the waffles, I just scooped up apples with every bite of my waffle. Delightful!

Introduction

The title of this blog is taken from lyrics by the amazing Ben Taylor. The song is basically about losing someone and the reflection on one's life that often is a natural reaction after suffering loss of any kind. In 2004 I was diagnosed with Crohn's Disease. I spent a good two years feeling awful and wasting away. After having surgery 2 years ago and feeling consistently healthy ever since, I have slowly realized, that through this sickness, I suffered a loss of my own-the loss of myself.

Through this blog I hope to achieve several things:

1) Hold myself accountable to living my life-I remember this line from a movie (although I cannot rememeber the movie) where a character is being chastized for always waiting for their life to begin. The protaganist urges the character to realize that there is only one life-the life that he is living right now. I think about this scene often and feel like it describes me. Too often I feel like I’m waiting for the life that I believe is coming to me in the future, rather than living to the fullest the life that is mine right now. My goal is to live and be happy each and every day that I have.

2) Provide my thoughts and practices on food and a healthy lifestyle-this actually will cover several bases. To all those who have asked for recipes of the concoctions I come up with, I will start posting pictures and recipes of the delightful(at least I think so) things I cook. Along with this, I will be able to keep track of what I am eating, which will comply with my Gastro’s wishes that I keep a food journal. Also, maybe I can provide suggestions or support to anyone that is suffering from Crohn’s or any other illness.

"Another run around the sun" basically marks the passing of time. Typically January 1st is a perfect time to reflect and take action, but if the mood strikes me to do so in November, well, I'm not going to deny myself this privilege.