Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Heart Happy







I heart my new camera. It's just really fun to use. The weather has been so beautiful the past few days it's hard to believe that it's only the end of December. It's quite the tease though. I was all good with enjoying winter, and then with just two days of warmer temps and sunshine, I suddenly felt nostalgic for spring. It was so nice that I actually was motivated to go running. I of course couldn't make it simple and just go around the neighborhood, so I went to one of the state parks that has a road that you can follow instead of a trail. Due to all the melting snow, there were gushing waterfalls in places I've never seen waterfalls before. I was stupid and forget my camera in the car, but I did have it on hand for the drive home. My timing was perfect and I pulled over on the side of the road to catch the setting sun. Scenes like this my my heart happy.

Monday, December 29, 2008

Into the Woods

I hope everyone had a great holiday week. I spend most of the time at my brother's house in the Adirondacks. His house is located on a privately owned park. Apparently, the land use to be owned by the Kennedys and the Rockefellers. The land is now leased out for various reasons (logging, farming, fish hatchery, etc) and the houses inside the park are occupied by employees or are vacation homes of the owners and their families. It takes about an hour round trip to go into Saranac Lake, which is really the closest place to get groceries. My brother's house is the last one on his road so the plow stops just after his driveway. The road that is left alone then serves as a perfect place for snowshoeing, cross country skiing, or just walking. We got a ton of snow on Tuesday night so on Christmas Eve morning, my father and I took Harley to explore.






This is basically what it looks like for miles and miles.
It was nice to see my brother and his family. We are lucky if we see each other once a year. For all of you nonbelievers who insist my brother is not real, he's the guy behind the presents. All of those are for Sofi by the way...


And speaking of my adorable niece:
She's rocking a lovely Christmas dress accented by black sparkly Converse :)

For Christmas I received a new digital camera! No more will strangers in bars mock the gigantic size of my camera. Although I lovingly referred to it as the Zack Morris cell phone of cameras (remember the size of that thing?!), it was time for a smaller, updated model. My dad picked one out and gave one to both my brother and me. It even has a setting to take pictures of food!! Could it be any more perfect? On Friday, I made pnutty noodles with chicken for the family dinner and then used my new toy to capture my beautiful creation.
I actually think I prefer tofu over chicken in this dish, but dad I think is scared of it and my sister in-law says she can't tolerate soy. Anyways, everyone seemed to enjoy it.
As great as it was to see my family, it's great to be home again. It's not something I really forget, but each time I go out of town, it just reaffirms my love for living here.

Monday, December 22, 2008

Traditions

I think part of what makes holidays so special are the different traditions we form in their honor. It seems that these traditions were present at an increased level when we were children and then they faded or morphed into other practices as we grew older. We stopped doing the extended family get together on Christmas. It was the tradition that no one enjoyed participating in ...until the last couple of years when the boxed wine started making appearances... At one point I became too cool to have my father read The Night Before Christmas to me on Christmas Eve and all traditions Santa related ceased when I made the horrifying pre-Christmas discovery of the various toys I requested in my letter to him hidden in the basement.
Now that I am an independent person, living on my own and having my own life, it seems fitting that I begin creating my own traditions. I am so completely honored and appreciative to have some of the most amazing friends. Coming from a small family whom I'm not always the closest with, sometimes it seems my friends are really my family. There are times when they certainly know me better than any of my blood relatives. This time of year is meant to be shared with loved ones, and although I will be spending time with my family, I'm glad that I have begun to make traditions with my friends as well.
Last night Tania and I trekked to that quaint little bar in the absolute middle of nowhere for our second year of pre-Christmas celebrating with the lovely Holly and Sarah. Last year's gathering was what would later be deemed "the unfortunate beer choice of 2007" (actually, I just deemed it that). I was so excited that they still had Sam Adams Octoberfest on tap that I disregarded that voice in my head telling me it is not wise to drink a fall beer in December. My stomach already was churning by the time we drove home and what occurred that night prevented me from even looking at a beer without grimacing for a good 6 months. That is one tradition I was not willing to carry on. I opted for a nice glass of Dr. Franks, but was sad, being the responsible driver that I am, to be unable to partake in all of the delicious concoctions coming our way from the handsome man at the bar. They seemed to be created with love and thoughtfulness.
It's amazing to think about how much has changed since last year when we met there. Some are minor, while others have been life altering. It's as small as a haircut and as large as a moment in time that rocked the very foundation you thought was underneath you. But some things do not change over time-like how much we love and support one another, no matter what the situation. That is a tradition I hope carries on for a lifetime.


Sunday, December 21, 2008

A Lazy Girl's Stroke of Mini Pizza Genius

Today is a lazy, lazy day. It's Sunday, which doesn't help, but I've also fully entered break mode and it feels really good to have some guilt free lazy time.
When making lunch today I had several things in mind.

1) Use whatever I have on hand

2) Use up ingredients that may perish soon

3) Create something that took minimal amount of effort but tastes like it took much more


Since I'm heading out of town soon, I have been resisting buying groceries. This leaves me with not many options for my creations. Here's what I used:
  • mini whole wheat pitas (in the freezer)

  • can of tuna

  • dijon mustard

  • olive oil

  • capers

  • dill, onion powder, pepper

  • spinach

  • goat cheese
  • Frank's Red Hot

I put the defrosted pitas on a baking sheet, plopped all the ingredients on top of them and put the tray under the broiler until it was hot and the pita got crispy.

It was ridiculously good and took all of 5 minutes to prepare. No more excuses that you don't have time or energy to make real food. Some of these ingredients may not seem like a likely pair but that's the whole fun of cooking. You never know what's going to work until you try.



For some reason I get this thrill when I use up everything in the fridge or cupboards. I don't think it's ever anyone's goal to be wasteful but it still happens. It's a small little reward to use creativity towards an end product that is practical, tasty, and resourceful.

Friday, December 19, 2008

Break and Cake

Another Friday snow day... today was actually a day that you would almost (notice I said almost) rather go to school than have a snow day. We had all kinds of things planned for today-holiday assembly featuring the 6th grade teacher's rendition of "It's the Most Wonderful Time of the Year", staff vs. student volleyball game, carols played over the pa system during hallway time... I was kind of looking forward to slamming some volleyballs into some smiling middle school student faces. On the other hand, despite all the fun activities, the energy is HIGH and if you make it until the end of the day, you are completely and utterly exhausted. I'm also glad that I spent 2 days running around like a maniac trying to prepare for today, only to have it all cancelled.

On the plus side, it's vacation time!!! It seemed to have come up relatively fast this year, which I am grateful for. When I woke up for the second time this morning the storm still hadn't started yet so I had this brilliant idea to take before and after photos of the back yard. The results were less than impressive. We got a good chunk of snow in a short period of time and it was/is pretty messy out there, but I was expecting more of a startling contrast.






So the before pictures were taken at about 9:45 and the after pictures taken around 3:30. I don't think it started snowing until 10ish. At about 4 it had almost stopped so Har and I hit the streets. Due to the travel advisory and absolutely any kind of activity/building/organization being shut down no one was out. We pretty much had free roam of the streets of Newfield. The roads were still messy and there were huge drifts and snow pile ups all over creating a sort of winter wonderland obstacle course for us. I know some of you may be worried about my poor cold prone chin, but don't fret, I had the trusty neck warmer in place and the chin was protected from numbness.

Last night I had a little dinner celebration with some friends. It had been a tough, somewhat stressful and crazed time and it was nice to sit down and relax with good company and exceptionally good food. The highlight of the evening was this ridiculously large piece of chocolate cake. I don't get dessert out very often, but this was a huge piece of cake kind of week. I can't stop talking about the damn thing. I am not exaggerating when I say that this piece of cake was close to the size of my head. The waitress said they have to use the biggest cake pan she's ever seen to cook this monster. Anyways, I split the dessert with another person, we ate some there and then had her cut it in half so we could each take a piece home. The piece that I brought home with me could easily be split into 2 or 3 pieces. Not only was it big, but it was DELICIOUS! I tried to give a sense of the size of this sucker, but once again, my photo taking skills have failed me.

Keep in mind, this was like half of a half of the original...
Looks like I'm snowbound tonight...it's just me and my cake. I could think of worse company...



Saturday, December 13, 2008

Snow!

Today's adventure:

This morning I took Har out about 7:30 to go the bathroom and it was BEAUTIFUL out there. The sun was still really low in the sky, creating beautiful colors on the horizon and it was almost as if the entire world was standing still.
Around 11 I took him to one of the state parks. No one else was there and the snow was pretty deep and looked as if maybe 1 other person had gone through there before me. It kicked my ass! I let Harley off his leash so he could go at his own speed and explore. I, on the other hand, had a tough time time going up and down the small hills. I need snowshoes, or boots with spikes or something. I was so out of breath! I bet you burn twice as many calories as you normally would on the same trail. Despite the extra effort on my part, it was fun to be out there. I took a couple of breaks to sit in the snow and throw it at Harley. He gets all excited and tries to catch it in his mouth (which he almost always is able to do). If the snow misses him he dives head first into the snow to retrieve it. You would think with his short coat, he would get cold, but he doesn't seem to mind at all. Notice the nice white goatee he was sporting:


We met several doggie friends along the way, much to Harley's delight. I have all kinds of random things that I would like to get done today, but the afternoon is almost over and I haven't done any of them. I am sitting in my fuzzy slippers though, and that makes me happy. I should be motivated since I had yesterday off unexpectedly. Tomorrow I have plans for some Christmas activities so I need to lesson plan for the week today. At least Harley is out for the count:

Maybe I'll forgo my to do list and join him in napping. Snow can do that to you.

Friday, December 12, 2008

Rollerskating Tigers


I had this weird dream last night and I have to write about it. I was walking outside alone in some neighborhood I didn't recognize and this huge tiger goes whizzing past me on purple roller skates... So then it comes back over to me, only this time it was minus the roller skates and just starts following me. Some lady says "oh don't worry, she's friendly". So I keep walking and the tiger trots along right at my side. I'm afraid that it is going to follow me all the way to my house and then it will see my dog. Harley will inevidently want to play with it, considering his adoration for cats and his lack of fear, and in turn, the tiger will end up eating him. So I just keep randomly walking until I figure out what to do. That's either where the dream ended, or that's all I remember.

Usually you can figure out a basis for weird dreams, like before I went to bed I was watching animal planet, or I was reading about the circus.. But I can't find any reason to dream of tigers. Out of curiousity, I looked up tigers on a dream interpretation website. It said that "To see a tiger in your dream, represents power and your ability to exert it in various situations... Alternatively, the tiger represents female sexuality, aggression, and seduction." Watch out men! Here I come!

Snowed-in Rantings

Top 5 Reasons to be a teacher:

1) Play a role in shaping the future of America (is anyone scared by the thought of me having influence over today's youth? :) )
2) Become a positive influence (maybe THE only one) in a child's life
3) Not so shabby vacation time
4) Work with some of the most amazing and dedicated people
5) SNOW DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes folks, today we had our first snow day of the year. It's the one thing that never fails to recapture the feelings of youth: continuously checking the weather forecast the night before, weighing the odds with anyone you come in contact with, waking up and immediately looking out the window to measure the intensity of the current conditions, and waiting eagerly for the name to pop up on the tv screen...
Since we have a phone tree set up, I learn the news before the tv does, but the child in me can't fully believe it until I see it flash across the bottom of the screen.
So back to bed both Harley and I went and slept in for 2 more hours. I had a leisurely breakfast, caught up with last night's The Office (exceptional as always) and read for a bit. Harley and I just got back from venturing out into what is definitely a winter wonderland. It's so beautiful out with all of the trees coated and most of the snow untouched (besides what is on the roads) by human contact. Something about that white fluff stirs something up inside Har-that guy gets so frisky when he finds mounds of snow. Some how he has discovered how to still sprint through the stuff as if he was on grass, he just adds a little more spring in his leaps to wade through the thick stuff. It really is amusing to watch.
Now I have a whole day to really do nothing. I pretty much have all my plans set for school up until our holiday break. I've decided that I'm going to be the chef for the week that we spend up at my brother's house. Both him and his wife are excellent cooks, but with a new baby, and 3 guests, plus my weird eating choices, I think it will be much easier on everyone. Plus this way I can ensure that I can eat everything we have. I've decided pb noodles are def. on the menu, along with waffles for xmas morning. I'm also thinking chicken or turkey saltimboca roll ups with bean and mushroom ragout. Sounds super fancy but it's not. Don't worry, anything I come up with, you will be seeing pictures and recipes for :) I'm going to try to come up with food lists today and I need some kind of holiday dessert-preferably butter/milk free...
Speaking of pictures...my camera is on it's last leg. It eats batteries like me dining at Tamarind (thai restaurant for you non locals)..ok that weak analogy is suppose to allude to the fact that I have to recharge the batteries on a daily basis. I have it on good authority that I am getting a new camera for christmas. Another example of how I always ruin surprises. I really can't think of a single time that I have been successfully surprised. Anyways, I can't wait to take massive amounts of pictures, including new baby sofi! Harley will also be meeting his cousins Timber(dog) and Moss (cat) for the first time. I hope he will be a polite guest and not steal the toys or harrass his hosts...
Well, I hope you all enjoy your day as much as I will...even those of you who have to work when it snows outside. As for me, I am going to continue this feeling of youth and make a nice cup of hot cocoa.

Monday, December 8, 2008

The Little Things

Often we are under the misunderstanding that we need these huge life changing events or grand sweeping gestures made by others to have stand-out moments in our lives. But sometimes it's just the little things that make an average day enjoyable or even memorable.

Due to parent conferences I had a different schedule today. I didn't have to be in until 11:50 which meant I could gradually wake up on my own rather than being jolted awake by that jarring beeping noise at 5 o'clock. It was even light out! I took the harmeister for a walk (again, IN THE LIGHT!) and took a nice leisurely shower. I had my signature pb banana smoothie and a blueberry bagel curled up on the couch and watched more of The Shop Around the Corner. Even better, I received my warm fuzzy slippers in the mail the other day and just slipping those guys on my feet put a smile on my face.

We all hope that we can make a difference in someones life. As a teacher, I strive to make a difference in the lives of 70 kids. No matter what our job, we look for validation that we are successful. Today I heard several comments that reconfirmed that some part of what I am doing is making a difference. One parent told me that their child had always hated ELA...until this year. I had several parents tell me that 6th grade as a whole has really turned their child around. And not trying to toot my own horn, others confided that I am their child's favorite teacher. All i can say is, "aw shucks".

It is indeed the little things that make our day to day activities life memories. At the very least, it is the little random things that bring a smile to your face, and we all know how could we feel after a smile. Sometimes it's a call that comes across the country from an old friend (as such that happened as I was writing this blog). It's as easy plopping a cookie on a plate only to notice a heart is staring you back in the face.





And sometimes, happiness is as simple as getting a look from Harley.

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Sunday=Funday?

Sundays. To some they are relaxing, to others
they are full of an impending sense of doom as Monday is just over the horizon. I try to appreciate Sunday for its offering to me of one last day of freedom before the work week begins and usually I celebrate by eating a breakfast that I normally don't take the time to eat during the week. Even though I may relax, as well as sense the Monday doom, by creating this special moment with food, it makes Sunday have a feeling all of it's own. Today I took my pumpkin waffles and smothered them with blueberries and syrup. I watched SNL while taking my time eating on the couch, loving that I was not under any time restraint.

Like many people, I like to be very strategic about my time on Sunday, in an effort to use up every last drop of freedom. My goal for today was to put out my christmas decorations and clean the apartment, seemingly unexciting but necessary all the same. What I ended up doing was driving around to every store I could think of that may have SOFT WHITE led lights. I had purchased several boxes of white lights only to plug them in and be nearly blinded by their blueish hued extreme brightness. Not willing to give up my Sunday plans so easily, I threw Harley in the back of the car and off we went for several hours of searching. I did not have luck with the lights but I am happy to say that I have a clean apartment (at least the rooms that are immediately visible to visitors) and decorations are up (unfortunately with last years, energy sucking, earth killing, but gentle, relaxing, suble white lights).

Sundays are also often associated with Sunday School. Now, although not part of any religious group, I am a big proponent of learning. I feel that every experience, if nothing else, is a learning experience, so you could say I suppose that the world is my Sunday school... Here are some of the things I learned in "school"on this Sunday:
1) it is IMPOSSIBLE to find soft white LED lights in this town
2) "cool white" is another name for harsh blue
3) batteries should be taken to a recycling center (to find out where you can dispose of yours locally check out this site )
4) I am convinced more than ever that my conviction to NOT shop at Walmart is indeed the right thing to do
5) the french chick Sophie on Ace of Cakes is Duff's girlfriend!
6) walking the dog in 25 degree weather with crazy wind blowing at you will make your face hurt hours later
7) despite the fact that I keep forgetting, I vow to not go back to Kmart because the sadness and pathetic-ness of it's condition starts to ooze into your very soul

Not bad for one day of learning. Well, to end this Sunday, I'm going to turn on the christmas lights, curl up on the couch with some apple cobbler that is in the freezer, and watch The Shop Around the Corner that I dvr'd off AMC earlier today. I love some of those old movies and they tend to show the best ones around christmas time. Happy Sunday everyone.

Motivation

I don't know if it's just the time of year or what....but I am finding it increasingly difficult to get motivated. This statement is supported by the fact that I haven't blogged since before Thanksgiving. Eek! I've also been telling myself that I will clean the apartment for over a week now or respond to emails that are several weeks old. Maybe it's the weather, or the fact that it gets dark before 5 o'clock, or that I could easily go to bed at 7 o'clock some nights, but I force myself to stay awake just so I won't feel too pathetic, but I find it hard to do anything that doesn't involve zonking out on the couch.


In honor of this blog topic, I present to you one meal idea that requires so little effort, even the most couch potatoes of couch potatoes may create a delightful dinner with the most minimum amount of effort.

Fish in a Sac
Step 1: Gather ingredients (fish of choice, vegetable of choice, seasoning of choice, and liquids of choice-wine, olive oil, butter, lemon juice, etc.)
Step 2: Preheat oven to 400 F
Step 3: Assemble sac: take a piece of foil and lay it on a baking sheet, place fish on foil, throw in whatever ingredients you have gathered in step 1
Step 4: Fold up sac and pop it in the oven for about 15 minutes (depending on the size and kind of fish)




My sac was very simple tonight. I used frozen tilapia (thawed), drizzle of olive oil, splash of white cooking wine, splash of lemon juice, seasoning salt, dill, red onion and garlic. I already had steamed broccoli and quinoa left over in the fridge which made effort involved even more minimal. I've made many variations of this depending on what's around-zucchini, mushrooms, tomatoes-almost anything can be thrown in and cooked in the sac.
It's funny, but no matter how lazy I am, I never sacrifice nutrition or flavor when it comes to my meals. That is one thing I never loose motivation in doing.

Monday, November 24, 2008

Consequences

I have mentioned how nice it would be to live life as a dog-carefree, in the moment, going for whatever you want, when you want it...


but it's important to remember that for every action, there is a consequence (even for dogs).



Yes, Harley had a grand old time shredding this ball, as well as pulling out and tossing aside it's cottony guts...
Notice the cotton piece dangling from his mouth as he pauses to contemplate what he had just done....




And then realization sets in and Harley must come to terms with the consequence of his action.


Does that mean we should always play it safe in an effort to not destroy our favorite ball (think metaphor people...)? Absolutely not. Most worthy things in life involve a little bit of risk to obtain them. Go for it full force, but remember, there's a fragility of life, and if you push too hard, you may end up gazing around forlornly with nothing but a cotton puff hanging from your lip.






Monday, November 17, 2008

P Is For:

P90X
I'm stepping into high gear a little bit. I feel like since getting Harley, I've slacked off a little on my exercise. That's not entirely true...I actually stepped it up in ways, taking 2 walks a day with the bugger, including an afternoon walk/hike that in the summer could be anywhere between 1 and 2 hrs. But with the walking and hiking came a decrease in the yoga, kickboxing, and weight-lifting. I can be a sucker for infomercials and ordered p90x last year. It's an awesome program and you end up getting like 10 different hour long workout dvds. Anyways, I've decided to try and incorporate some more activity in with my walking. The timing seems good since it's getting colder and colder out, and I feel like I'm walking less to stay in the warmth of my apartment. So today I woke up at 5, walked the dog for about 20 minutes, and then did about 30 minutes of Core Synergistics from p90x. It's a pretty intense core/cardio program and works your whole body with emphasis on the core. After school I took Harley on about a 40 minute walk and then came home and continued with the remaining 30 minutes of Core Synergistics. It's weird how you almost get MORE energy from doing the activity. You'd think I'd be exhausted.

PLANTAINS
I decided on a dinner that would replenish my body and what better way but to go...

CUBAN!!!

Plantains were also part of the bargain farmstand purchase and I've been dying to cook them up. There is an amazing Cuban stand at the farmer's market and they make the simplest chicken, rice/beans, and fried plantains taste like pure gold. The last time I tried to make my own plantains, I made the mistake of buying the green ones and they were not sweet and got kind of crunchy. Not what I was looking for. The plantains I bought this time were reddish yellow with black spots and they cooked in no time. They were perfectly sweet and everything I had hoped for. The Cuban stand uses some kind of tomato broth that they cook the chicken in, so I tried to recreate my own which I ended up pouring on top. I also was too lazy to cook new rice, so I dug out some from my risotto, picking out the squash. I mixed the rice with black beans to serve as the bed to place my chicken on.
The chicken was seasoned with seasoned salt, chili powder, and lime juice. The "broth" was a mixture of chicken stock, tomato paste, chili, seasoned salt, cilantro, and lime juice. The whole plate together was amazing.

Mmm..Slop

The lousy pictures continue... My aim was to showcase the delightful butternut squash risotto I made but instead it looks like a pile of putrid colored slop... Take my word for it though, it was delicious. The use of fall staples continues. This dish utilizes one of those beautiful hubbard squash that I bought in my bargain deal from the farm stand down the road. The recipe is from eatingwell.com and can be found if you click here. I varied the recipe a little. I used mini portabella mushrooms, red onions instead of shallots, added garlic in with the onions, no saffron, and no parmesan to keep it dairy free, and added a little bit of nutmeg. It still tasted amazing.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Flashback

For some reason, lately I've noticed that my photo taking has been rather sub par. They just aren't coming out that clear or focused. I don't have the best natural lighting in my apartment. To add to my hermit-esque behaviors I live in a basement apartment, or what fancy people may refer to as a "garden" apartment. I'm always reminded of that green guy that lived in the basement on Pinwheel.
After writing the above sentence, I decided I needed to find this guy's name. I thought it was Ebeneezer but I wanted to be sure. It is in fact Ebeneezer T. Squint and I found this cool site that gives a summary of all the old Nickelodeon shows.

Today's Special anyone?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_cxLfIs051c
I used to love when I stayed home sick from school because I'd get to watch Today's Special at 2:oo! Oh the 80's....
Funny how I went from associating myself with this character:

To relating with an old crotchety green man that collects weeds...

P-nutty Noodles!


Backtracking a little..last night I made one of my signature dishes:
P-nutty Noodles
I make this often and almost as often am asked for the recipe. I never measure anything out but I'll try to figure it out for recipe purposes.



P-nutty Noodles with Tofu
(1 serving)
*8oz firm tofu-drained, drizzled with olive oil and covered with seasoning salt and chili powder, cooked your preferred method. I of course used the Foreman grill.
*Spaghetti pasta of choice (I use barilla plus)
*1 tbs olive oil
*1tbs diced garlic
*1/4 cup natural peanut butter (smooth or crunchy)
*2-3 tbs low sodium Soy Sauce
*Splash lime juice
*Squirt of honey (if you aren't using natural pb, you can skip this)
*Red Hot-depends on taste-I use a couple drops because I'm not a big spicy heat girl
*1/4-1/2 cup Lite Coconut Milk (this is optional, if I have it on hand I use it, if not then I don't)
*Chicken stock (or veg. stock)
*2 tbs chopped Cilantro-fresh is best
*Scallions-sliced and sprinkled on top
*Vegetable of choice-I think broccoli is the best, although I used the green beans that I had and it was good

Begin cooking tofu, veggies and spaghetti before starting sauce
1) heat pan on stove about medium heat and add olive oil
2) saute garlic for about 1 min
3) add pb and stir until begins to melt
4) add soy sauce, hot sauce, lime juice, and honey-stir to combine
5) Whisk in coconut milk until all combined
6) Whisk in stock slowly a little at a time-this is all about consistency-as the sauce cooks it gets thicker, you want it thin enough so it will easily coat everything you stir into it, but not so thin that it is runny
7) Turn the heat to low and stir in cilantro
8) Place tofu pieces, spaghetti, and vegetables in the sauce pot and toss until all is coated with the p-nutty sauce
9) Sprinkle scallions on top and serve

I'm sure chicken would taste just as good as tofu if you aren't into it. The above recipe is the ultimate best outcome (fresh cilantro, coconut milk, scallions) but often I don't have those items. I use cilantro out of the tube, adjust the stock amount to make up for the liquid missing from the coconut milk, and just skip the scallions altogether. It still comes out tasty either way. In the past, I used chunky pb when I did this, which was really good, but I'm too nervous about nut pieces getting stuck in my narrow intestines... Those of you without those worries, feel free to go chunky. :) One more thing-you have to eat this with chopsticks. Have fun!

Classy OJ

I don't know about you, but I have found that in the past (and present) I feel like I'm always waiting for a "special occasion". Some people wear their favorite shirt over and over. I, on the other hand, seem to save my favorites for a special time. The problem is, there have been some things that I end up never wearing, despite the fact that I love them, because I don't come across that "special" event to wear it to. I have actually gotten better with this though, and now wear the things I love because normally, when you love something, you feel great in it, and therefore the greatness shines outwards to other people. Now, along those same lines, I have this super cool martini glass given to me as a gift (this picture does not do it justice AT ALL). It has been sitting up in my cupboard waiting for a special martini glass event that doesn't seem to come. This morning I decided to make an everyday Sunday breakfast feel special. I poured my OJ into it and felt quite dignified for the entirety of the meal. If you're wondering what else is in the picture, I had a sun dried tomato bagel with scrambled eggs, goat cheese, and Dijon mustard on it, along with some leftover garlicky green beans from last night. Some of you may think, ew, green beans for breakfast? I say whenever the mood for veggies strikes you, go for it. It's not different than having vegetables in an omelet or say, eating thai for breakfast (not naming any names here...). It all goes back to living life, rather than waiting for a life to begin. Break out the fancy china for pizza, wear your best outfit to the grocery store. It's all about living the life that makes us feel happy and special everyday.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Free Time=Food

I love days off. I also love food. It makes sense then, that whenever I seem to have a day off, I use my time to buy, prepare, and eat food. I might have a slight sickness. Some people are addicted to buying clothes or shoes, or maybe dvds or electronics... I think I'm addicted to buying food. I probably spend way more than an average single person should pay to feed themselves in a week. It's also not always easy to eat cheap healthfully. Luckily, there's a little produce place down the road from me and I always feel like such a bargain shopper when I leave there. Not only to they provide whatever local produce they can, but everything is reasonably priced.
I purchased:
3 hubbard squash
1 head of cauliflower
3 yams
8 salt potatoes
3 plantains
for a grand total of $8.48!!

As you can see, Harley was very curious about my purchases as well! He got to eat one of the cauliflower leaves which apparently was a great treat. When you think about how many meals you can get out of 1 hubbard squash along with the fact that I double checked at the grocery store (which I had to go to for other staple items) and all items were more expensive there (especially the plantains which I've paid .99 for 1!) I think I did quite well for myself.

I've been craving oats more and more, especially because I keep getting amazing ideas of how to spruce up this once seemingly dull breakfast staple from katheats.com.
In my bowl:
3/4 cups oats
1/2 cup light vanilla silk
1/2 cup water
1/2 cup canned pumpkin
1 tbs maple syrup
cinnamon and allspice
Almonds and blueberry conserve sprinkled on top

It tasted like fall if you could put a season into breakfast form. Man was I stuffed though. I always overestimate the bulk oatmeal has. 3/4 cup oats is the heart healthy amount to get the servings of soluble fiber, but with the pumpkin addition I think it could have almost served 2 by the time I was done.


Moving on to lunch...
Since I was grained out still from breakfast, I wanted a fresh veggie based lunch. I have a box falafel mix in the cupboard which produces awesome falafels. I just follow the directions on the box but then bake them at 350 instead of frying. They still get crispy on the outside so it's all good. I put them on a pile of organic red leaf lettuce and then had a bowl of Imagine Cream of Broccoli soup. The amazingly wonderful thing about this soup brand is that they use soy milk so you still get a nice creamy soup but without the dairy!



After lunch I had the urge in me to bake something. Since I had a bag of apples sitting on the table I decided to try out the Apple Bar recipe I had been saving for a nice cool fall day. It was simple to make and with ingredients almost anyone has anyways. It turned out to be more of an apple crumble but was delicious just the same (of course I had to sample some as soon as it came out of the oven...with a scoop of Soy Delicious Vanilla "ice cream"). Check out the recipe here. After I ate this, along with a little more straight from the baking dish, I realized that I had just oated myself out again. No wonder I'm so full right now. Well, at least my cholesterol should be in tip top shape.

Poor Harley is giving me that look...like he wishes I'd spend less time with food and more time with him. It's about that time for his afternoon walk, although I'm not really looking forward to venturing forth into the cold, gloomy, darkening abyss that is outside right now. The things we do for our loved ones... :)

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Sunday Thinking

I'm having one of those lazy Sundays. I love those days that seem to drag on, but in a glorious way because when the hours in this day run out, it will be Monday... Since I ate my last frozen waffle on Friday, I had the perfect excuse to make a fresh batch of pumpkin waffles. There's nothing like being lazy and eating homemade waffles. I've spent the rest of the mid morning playing with Har, cleaning up around the place and listening to NPR.
As much as I love having time to really do nothing, I inevitably begin feeling somewhat sad because I feel like I should be doing much more with all this time. I mean, I'm suppose to be motivating myself to live life to the fullest, but I just end up feeling a little bit stuck.
Coincidentally, I was in the mood to watch Garden State whose whole plot is a comment on how easily we can become numb to life. So now I'm feeling even more frustrated with myself. I guess I should be happy that at least I'm aware that people can become numb to life and I'm resistant to doing so...
I have something that I'm embarrassed to admit. When I was making waffles this morning I was thinking: "I'm only 26, it's ok that my life isn't this fantastic fulfilling thing right now". And then I remembered...I'm 28. What does it mean when you can't even remember what age you are? It's like once you don't have enough significant events to measure time by, the passing of it holds no relevancy.
It's funny how you never hear about the quarter life crisis. Actually, I think there are 2 quarterlife crises (yes that is the plural form of crisis). One happens when you finish college and you are exptected to flawlessly merge into the "real world". The next one comes when you've started said "real" life and you realize that this life is not all it was cracked up to be. I think part of what makes life real is how you use your time and who you are able to share it with. I'm all about plans and I'm all about organization. I guess it's the Monica Bing (nee Gellar) in me. I think I need a distinct plan and I think I need to follow it. To be continued...

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Smoothies!

Oops...I was so excited to drink my smoothie, I forgot to take a picture before it was all gone. I LOVE making smoothies and it all began because of this disease of mine. When I was attempting to gain back weight, I wanted to do so in a healthy way. If I was going to build my body back up basically from scratch, I figured I might as well build it up into something strong and clean. I was trying to get lots of protein to help build up muscles and needed different ways to get fruits, calcium, and supplements such as protein powder, omega 3,6,9 oil, and ground flax. Because I was prone to partial blockages quite frequently, smoothies also became my go to meal when liquids were the only thing I could tolerate. I have many smoothie combos but there is one tried true one that I always go back to. It utlizes 2 of my favorite ingredients.

Peanut Butter Banana Smoothie
1 cup Light Vanilla Silk soymilk
2-4tbs all natural peanut butter
2 tbs Organic Hemp Protein powder
1 frozen banana**
2 tsp raw agave nectar
combine all ingredients into a blender and blend until smooth
**I keep a stockpile of frozen bananas in my freezer at all times. I cut the banana up before freezing to help the blending process later on. The frozen banana helps to thicken the smoothie up instead of having to use ice cream or frozen yogurt.
I have this amazing 2 cup blending contraption. It makes the perfect size and I drink out of the same cup that I blended in. Easy to make and easy to clean.

Today I popped one of my frozen pumpkin waffles into the toaster and spread some organic blueberry conserve on it to round out my very tasty, Saturday morning, post rainy walk meal.




Friday, November 7, 2008

Acorn Squash-Act 2

I told you to stay tuned for usage of the other half of my acorn squash! This time I decided just to mash it, which since it was already cooked, took a matter of minutes. When returning from my walk with Harley this evening, I smelled the delicious odors wafting off of my neighbor's grill. Suddenly I was craving a burger. I had some fresh ground turkey in the fridge so I fashioned my favorite burger combination:

Jen's Turkey Burger

4 oz ground turkey breast
1-2 cloves chopped garlic
1/2 tbs dijon mustard
Borsari seasoned salt-just a sprinkling
splash of Marsala cooking wine

Combine all ingredients and form into a patty and cook/grill


For the squash:
scrape squash from peel
added about 2 tbs maple syrup, 1/2 tbs smart balance (or butter/butter substitute) a dash of salt and cinnamon
stir to combine and heat until hot

I also sauteed up some more green beans and used Ezekiel's English Muffin for the burger bun.

Food Philosophy

Food Rules:
1) no artificial ingredients
2) no red meat or pork
2) at least 2-3 servings of vegetables per day
3) no soda
4) limited cow dairy (I had been free of drinking milk for several years, but have been basically totally dairy free for about 3 months-it's a little experiment I'm trying)
5) as naturally as possible (whole grains, organic when affordable, natural sugar, etc.)
6) balance balance balance -I do believe that eating too much of any one thing can be bad and may even lead to sensitivities or intolerances. I try doing such things as vary my grains and rotate between vegetarian meals, poultry, and seafood

Food is an amazing thing. A source of joy for some, a source of demons for others, lives are centered around it in some way or another. I have come to find that there must be a balanced combination of enjoyment and necessity. Obviously we need food to survive but there needs to and can be an element of pure satisfaction.
When I think back to the types of things I put into my body while growing up, it's a wonder I don't have bigger intestinal problems than I do. I refuse to follow the ideology of some doctors that food is not directly related to our health. When I first was diagnosed with Crohn's I bought several books that discussed dealing with the disease on a more holistic level. These theories definitely were more aligned with my beliefs on healthy living and I question my gastro on his views on diet and the disease. Like the traditionally educated doctor that he was, he told me to avoid anything that seemed to bother me and otherwise follow a well-balanced diet. I understand that food affects everyone differently and that doctors fear that by giving information out, they may influence patients to limit themselves in a way that may not be totally necessary. We are all predisposed to tolerate and digest differently and what may negatively affect one person may have no affect on someone else. But I am blown away by the number of people on Crohn's message boards and forums who have made no changes to their diet. How can a disease of the digestive system in some way not be related to food??
Anyways, when I first became sick I was convinced that I was sensitive to everything. I had already been a vegetarian for several years, and thought that perhaps dairy, gluten, and yeast could be the nasty triggers aggravating my intestines. I experimented here and there, but nothing long enough or consistent enough to make any conclusions. After being my most sick and having such bad stomach pains that I could eat very little regardless of its ingredients, I had dropped down to about 90lbs and needed to just eat anything to get somewhat healthy.
The main lesson I learned from my illness is that our bodies are quite frail. Yes they can do amazing things, and in a perfect world are designed in a way as to protect us, but we must treat them like the delicate machines that they are. Food is fuel and we should only put the highest quality fuel in these machines if we expect them to work at their most optimal level. This is what I think about every time I feed myself. It is quite easy now to stay away from the sugary drinks, candy, and snack foods I loved as a child. Some items are like an addiction and once you can get past the cravings, you come out on the other side where the thoughts of them are no longer tempting. I can have a sweet tooth at times, but I have found that there are healthy versions of almost anything you may be desiring.
I am not about deprivation. I love food far to much to limit myself from what I enjoy, but one must venture forth on the food path with wisdom, good intent, and educated decisions. When our bodies turn on us, the only way we can survive is to give ourselves all the nutrition and energy we can to fight the good fight. I use food to fight my battle every single day...at least it's a delicious one.

Morning Goop

There are several things I couldn't imagine life without. Two of these things are natural peanut butter and bananas. Each are delightful in their own right and equally delightful when used in delicious combination. I often make banana peanut butter smoothies (recipe to come at a later date) and sometimes I mix the two into hot oatmeal. One day while shopping at in the natural food section of my grocery store, I came across this box of cereal:

I believe it was in the gluten free section. It's an all natural toasted rice cereal (kind of like rice krispies with more of a crunch). It even promises to stay crunchy in milk! Anyways, I'm always looking for new breakfast options and for some reason I got this idea to melt some peanut butter in a saucepan (added a little soymilk to help it along) and stir in mashed banana and a squirt of agave syrup. Once it was all mixed and of a pretty even consistency I took it off the heat.

I think I stirred in about 1/2 cup of Nutty Rice cereal so that it's all coated. I plopped in in a bowl and ate it up. It almost seemed like if I were to let it cool of and put in the fridge, it would be like a pb rice krispie treat (albeit a much healthier version).

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Stuffed

I love food-eating it, talking about it, reading about it, cooking it...and now I'm realizing that I also love to take pictures of it. It shouldn't really be a surprise.
Tonight I made up a random concoction. I had several things I wanted to use up:

  • acorn squash
  • quinoa (leftovers)
  • broccoli (leftovers)

I had some shrimp in the freezer and I decided I wanted a sort of New Orleans influenced stuffed squash.

For the squash I cut it in half, scooped out the seeds, put each half face down in a baking dish with about 1 inch of water and baked for 20 minutes at 375-just long enough to be able to easily stick a knife into the squash

I combined the quinoa and broccoli with some hot sauce, salt/pepper, lime juice, and cilantro

I marinated the shrimp in Drew's Smoked Tomato marinade, garlic, and hot sauce before grilling on the good ol' Foreman grill.

When the shrimp was done I cut up the shrimp into bite sized pieces and mixed in with the quinoa and broccoli.

I drizzled olive oil and salt/pepper on the cooked squash half and piled in the quinoa mixture in the squash cavity.

It tasted pretty good, although I think the squash could have used more flavor. I didn't season it at all before cooking..maybe that would help.
The exciting part is that I still have another 1/2 of the squash left! Stay tune to see in what exciting way I decide to utilize it! :)

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Change

I don't quite know how to put what I'm feeling into words right now. I just have this overwhelming feeling that I am a part of history. What an amazing time to be an American and what a decisive statement made by its citizens who are ready and determined to take control of their country again.

Here's to a better tomorrow.
Change is on the horizon.

Coconut Sauce take 2



The beauty of making extra sauce is that it can carry over to another meal! I used the leftover coconut curry sauce from the other night, swapped out the tilapia for salmon and the green beans for broccoli. I still had some sticky rice leftover as well so I added that onto the plate.

I felt the need for a fancy meal as I eagerly await the presidential results. Unfortunately, just as I started eating they started to call the beginning results of the electoral wins and I became so nervous I kind of lost my appetite. I sucked it up though and managed to clean my plate completely :)